Saturday, 14 July 2018

一觉起来

昨晚回家也是一个深夜
一样黑的街
一样静的夜
没有你的护航
不一样的心情

总是在这样的深夜
特别想你
尤其收音机播着
一首首
都是你
所以又不自觉地兜了两个圈

https://youtu.be/XmH7QEOP40w

嘿,你听了吗?
老薛的了表心意
不错听
#他的词
#总是能让我们对号入座
#不会告诉你你的一闪一闪亮晶晶唱得😂
#只是我更喜欢你唱

Monday, 2 July 2018

一个四年了

France vs Argentina

#一餐饭
#FRA 赢我请
#ARG赢你请
#吃什么好呢
#重要吗
#都开心都开心
_
#记得上一届你也是ARG
#输了给我的GER
#换了对手
#你还是输了
_
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#真心心疼Messi
#一代的青春再见了
_
#什么时侯开始一餐饭都需要理由
#吃一顿算一顿
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https://youtu.be/Q1Ll9v_Pj6k

Tuesday, 5 June 2018

Calls answered

说好的戒毒呢
这个戒法,几时才是个头啊😂

#多了个闺蜜
#懂你懂我
#我们这样就够了
#谁说这不是爱呢

https://youtu.be/7MxHMPuraAo

#这么想念就久久放肆一下
#没别的

Saturday, 2 June 2018

Good Morning

好吧!往前走吧!
带着你在心里,走呗

https://youtu.be/_FqWLFt6ZUI

#我们都要好好
#好好地

Missed calls

Linda,
I miss you, truly.
Though I missed you calls.
And you know why.
I will miss you afar, forever.
I wish I would still get your missed calls, as long as...
We are missing each other
though we are missing literally!

#theonlynumberineversaved
#theonlynunberineverforget

I am vulnerable tonight. Have to admit that you still own me but you never belong to me.
What you did to me?
What I did to myself?

Oh gosh! Why would this happen to me?
The one who saved me from drowning is giving me a tsunami.
How to kick you off my mind, my heart, my soul if my subconscious doesn't want to?
How to love again when I still see you in my dreams?
How to feel loved again when he's no you?

I miss the days when we could see ourselves in each other's eyes.
I hate todays when we still want to but we can't.
I, once, thought I could move on easily with any loss since I had learnt my lesson from the ugly history. You've proved me wrong. As my brain still rewinding our moments, my heart still racing to see your numbers appeared on my mobile, I still check on your moment updates every night before I go to bed, I still listen to the songs in our collection and you're still the one person I want to share my thoughts with. I think of telling you, what I had for lunch, the story I recently addicted to, Mei Ting's new bf, I miss Cassandra, I fell from stairs last month, my action Song team got 2nd-runner up in state level competition, etc. I am longing for your care, you might not interested in my meals but you have no choice, you gotta listen to my boring and long grandma stories just about lunch, or you might just shut me up by telling me your even more boring work stuffs, you might tease me for having too much reading time or you might discuss passionately with me, you might curious about the lucky man who got meiting, you understand I miss cassandra and might spare my attention from it, you might scold me for the fall and yet bring me to the loh sifu, you might celebrate my victory as you know how I work for it these few years, or you might ask me stop doing action songs as I achieved what I promised myself, you might or you might not. I wouldn't know. One thing I know for sure, for however you respond, that's the way I desperately demanding.

I start murmuring... Wondering if you could finish reading... You know your English level la...
Hahaha...

#dontstopcalling
#evenimissedit
#linda
#特地写英语
#又特地写Linda 开头
#让你想看都难
#我就是这样作
#有没有想念我给你翻译的日子
#Google 翻译不见得准
#不准拿给别人翻
#不是好雅兴写文
#是你不在没有想讲的人
#是你不在没人突然出现给惊喜带我约会
#是想要你知道我想你
#是想要告诉你遇见你是我最喜欢的遗憾
#如果有如果 #我们中学要同校 #我们中学就相遇 #我们那时就相爱 #我们会幸福 #我们会白头
#如果有如果 #下辈子不要迟到 #同样的我们 #不同的身份 #让故事好好发展 #给故事幸福结局
#就算没有如果 #任性的成全了我们的回忆 #足矣

https://youtu.be/wnwau8Yqu7A

Tuesday, 24 April 2018

Monday, 23 April 2018

Untitled

Shh.... 

在我从moments, IG 撤掉两百多个贴子后,我深刻发现
那时的我们,多嚣张。
明知不可为,偏要向世界宣告我们的甜腻。
那时的我,是多么变态的快乐着。
今天的我却连
发首歌也害怕被联想。
发张图也怕被当成一种暗示。
索性今天不上网。

戒毒后的某一天
你给我发了一首"默"
告诉我黄晓明很帅。
我回你那首"演员"
告诉你薛之谦很帅又会唱歌

其实我本来要要发的是"你还要我怎样"
那是戒毒期间我每天的单曲循环
#我还是没犹豫就随你到天堂
好像有人说过快乐的人听音乐,伤心的人听歌词
我想是吧
总之每一首歌都是你

你说我很潇洒
来者不拒 去者不留

我不
来者不拒,我们游刃有余, 只因平水相逢,何必上心
去者不留,真的吗
像你这样三不五时发错短信,打错电话的撩拨
我要不留你,我就不回了
你的骄傲不会让你一直做傻事的
所以,我也默许你打着蓝闺蜜的旗号
把你留了下来
远远关心着

我从来都不是不在乎,也没有看淡
我只是害怕依赖你以后就不能自在独立生活了
你是我不敢争取的快乐

我希望你幸福,却恐惧不能给你现在所拥有的
在你眼里的懂事都是装的
我不开口要你留,不要求你什么
甚至不过问任何你不主动说的事
是因为爱你胜过自己才压抑住的

你希望我幸福,却害怕我看明白你终究不会是我的
费尽心机,那么迫切的想补偿我又不让我走出你的迷宫
那是自私的你付注的相思

我们是彼此的毒
上过瘾了
也戒了
就别再碰了
毒瘾犯了,心会痛的

祝你幸福

#潘多拉盒子
#关上啦
#linda
#一直没有告诉你薛之谦和你很像
#一样爱演
#别醋了
#一闪一闪亮晶晶仍然是我听过最动人的情歌

Sunday, 22 April 2018